I AM TEMPTED TO

At times I am tempted to give up

My resistance, my fight

At times I am tempted to accept

The resistance, the fight

At times I am tempted to flee away

From despair, from despondency

At times I am tempted to imbibe

The despair, the despondency

At times I am tempted to abhor

The stubbornness, the rigidity

At times I am tempted to flaunt

My stubbornness, my rigidity

At times I am tempted to assure

The gullible, the nubile, the innocent

At times I am tempted to shun

The gullible, the nubile, the innocent

At times I am tempted to worry

About the world, the mankind

At times I am tempted to be sorry

About the world, the mankind

At times I am tempted to remember

The humanity and the sanity

At times I am tempted to forget

The humanity and the sanity

And I fail to understand why?